I'm probably not okay. Maybe eventually, but for the moment probably not.
I honestly don't know who I am anymore, but maybe I never really did. I might have finished searching, but I don't think I found an answer. At times I try really hard to cling onto who I feel I was, but the more I'm changed by my current profession, the harder it is to hold on.
It's definitely why it ended, and why nothing else will start for potentially a long while.
One step at a time. Tomorrow is another day. Charlie Mike.